I always have the best of intentions, but in reality, I leave them as just that, good intentions. I have had some success in my professional life, but never the success that I set out to have. I haven't started my dream companies. I don't do what I love. I am not able to help those that I desire to help.
I have set some majorly awesome and inspiring goals in my life. I have inspired others to set huge goals and to achieve them. I have been supportive of all who cross my path. And while doing all of this, I have secretly sabotaged my success, little by little, so that I find myself wholly unfulfilled and unsuccessful. I find myself at the beginning...again.
I have motivation, like so many other times, to actually do the work necessary to achieve what I want. This time it'll be different. I tell myself that every time in the hopes that it's this time that I'm right. Well, this time I am right. This time it's my time to shine. I have lived in the shadow of my dreams and goals for long enough. It's time to peek my head through the clouds and actually achieve some of them.
I know it's going to be a lot of hard work. I realize that I have created a culture within my life of laziness and a lack of accountability. I know that I have failed more times than I want to count. But knowing all of that, I really do want more in my life. I want more for myself and also for others. I want to give myself the kind of life I've always dreamed of. And surprisingly that doesn't necessarily include millions of dollars and fast cars and all that. It mostly consists of a positive self image, high self-esteem, a love for myself that cannot be shaken, confidence in myself, peace in my heart, the ability to feel and to spread joy and happiness, being a light and example to others, and so much more.
I have set some majorly awesome and inspiring goals in my life. I have inspired others to set huge goals and to achieve them. I have been supportive of all who cross my path. And while doing all of this, I have secretly sabotaged my success, little by little, so that I find myself wholly unfulfilled and unsuccessful. I find myself at the beginning...again.
I have motivation, like so many other times, to actually do the work necessary to achieve what I want. This time it'll be different. I tell myself that every time in the hopes that it's this time that I'm right. Well, this time I am right. This time it's my time to shine. I have lived in the shadow of my dreams and goals for long enough. It's time to peek my head through the clouds and actually achieve some of them.
I know it's going to be a lot of hard work. I realize that I have created a culture within my life of laziness and a lack of accountability. I know that I have failed more times than I want to count. But knowing all of that, I really do want more in my life. I want more for myself and also for others. I want to give myself the kind of life I've always dreamed of. And surprisingly that doesn't necessarily include millions of dollars and fast cars and all that. It mostly consists of a positive self image, high self-esteem, a love for myself that cannot be shaken, confidence in myself, peace in my heart, the ability to feel and to spread joy and happiness, being a light and example to others, and so much more.
And so thus begins the journey.
Well, truth be told, I've been on the journey my entire life, I've just now decided to document it. And hopefully by documenting my journey, the highs and the lows, the successes and the failures, the action and the inaction, it will help me to progress forward like I never have before.
I'm grateful to have been inspired to start this journey. I don't know where it will lead, but keep your fingers crossed, because, if this goes where I want it to, you're going to want to be along for the ride.
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